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Friday, 05 October 2007

  • Happy 11 Months to You & Me

    Dear Baby,

    It's been 11 months now and I could not be happier with what I've been blessed to have had the opportunity to know what true love really means and I just want to let you know that you have brought this feeling into the bottom of my heart. You're such a sweetheart, always there for me and always trying your best to do the things that I like and compromise for the things that you love doing the most. I know I may be strict or over protective at times but I just want to let you know that I really care for you so much and you mean so much to me. I know we have been through so much, many highs and many lows, but we are still together and we are still in love and that's what really matters. I couldn't ask for anything else from you Karin, you're an amazing person, full of personality, so fun and exciting and kind of unpredictable at times when you really do surprise me. I wish I could be better as a boyfriend. Karin Lee, I love you now and I will always remain that way. Time will never stop for anyone, therefore everything is bound to change sooner or later, but always remember that when I say I love you it's now and forever. I really don't know how I could live without you after being with you for pretty much everyday. Baby, I love you so damn much, I need you to tell me what I have to do to improve so that things don't go bad between us...I understand you've got to require some space, as do I, and I'm willing to cooperate with you if you need. Just remain faithful, remain healthy, remain happy and I promise you we will be forever! Karin Lee, I love you so very very much and I'm proud to have you as my girlfriend, I bet so many guys are envious. Hehe, yay, I have the most amazing girlfriend in the whole wide world and no one else is gonna change that, not now or ever! You're the only littol leaf on the tree, and I'm the only cub! I love you always and forever baby! HAPPY 11 MONTHS TO YOU & ME! I LOVE YOU!

    I love you <K3<A3<R3<I3<N3!!!!!

    -Trent Anderson

Monday, 03 September 2007

  • I guess we've all got those long days every now and then...

    There is an archaic saying or phrase that absolutely dumbfounds me with the credibility of accuracy; "sticks and stones may break my bones but your words will never hurt me". I now scoff at the idiotic smörgåsbord of adequate suggestions towards this phrase. I know I wasn't supposed to hear what was said, but I couldn't help but listen, just to see how exactly it is that you think or act when I'm not there. Now I know, well, not particularily but generally. What can I do? Man up and just suck it in princess, because what was said has already been said... Funny how a pattern of light and dark has emerged from each and every post that I have put brief thought into. I cannot forever dwell upon these dark thoughts, so let me shed some light on a merrier indulgence... I love my girlfriend and her birthday is going to be here shortly in just a few good weeks. The present is planned, the other surprise is planned, I've got everything ready except- WHERE THE HELL ARE WE GOING TO HAVE IT?! Apparently my loving girlfriend wants to hit up the Whiskey nightclub on her birthday, seeing as she is going to be turning 18 years old. Personally, I am scarred from an unfortunate experience and cannot really tolerate the excessive consumption of the poisons sold over the counter, bought by other people, and the uncontrollable nature of my sweet, sweet girlfriend when she is under the influence... It makes me sad to think about it, and I also feel like quite the asshole, selfish perhaps? I love her and I don't want to have any regrets...Better safe than sorry, as I always put it (not necessarily practice it). Well, I've come to accept that Karin can do whatever she pleases on her birthday because that is her special day... I am just really scared what will happen after she turns 18. As she once exclaimed with utmost dignity, "I've always been about clubbing". Will things really prolong to be so much as you say? I love you and you love me, I'm not sad anymore about what happened, that's the past. I just want to let you know Karin that I will support you, although I don't really at all agree with some certain aspects of life, I MUST accept it. Baby, you're so sweet to me and I don't ever want anything to change between us. Don't listen to what other people have to say about our relationship and how long it's going to last, because as long as we continue to love each other and be true to one another and consistently uphold this unsurpassed effort that overwhelms us to the point where we would just fall to pieces if we lost one another. I love you, what more can I say? Yah, so what if I say it alot? IT'S FUCKEN TRUE! Anyways... So now I'm stuck with choosing bewtween the renown Harry Rosen and Tany's Jewelery...Bah, either way I'm going to be making some decent money in a much more relaxed environment than the hell hole of a workplace (The Cheesecake Cafe) from now on. To wrap up this entry, I just want to tell everyone goodluck this year and I hope we all make alot of new and exciting insights and keep in touch with each other! School resumes on September 4th for my friends and myself, so I really do hope we all do our absolute best this year! WE MUST GET INTO UNIVERSITY! Alright, time for me to shut the fuck up!

     

    I LOVE YOU KARIN LEE, EVEN WHEN TIMES ARE HARD NEVER EVER GIVE UP!

    I LOVE YOU!!!!

Thursday, 30 August 2007

  • Well, what can I say? I guess the past never really is the past these days (or ever was?) but who's to say that you can't just forget about it, right? I hope that I get all this shit out of my thick skull before I explode... However I shouldn't really fathom upon what happened then as opposed to what's going on right this instance. Perhaps onto a more brighter note...I am so happy that you've stepped into my life and have had such a significant effect upon my demeanor of sorts, if you will, and how much you make me smile. I know that there isn't always a big fat cubabearian smile spread across my juvinile acne-infested face, but more often than not there is (that's all that matters anyways). Baby, you're such a sweet girl and I wish I could be more of a boyfriend towards you and be all that you dream and loathe for, but lo and behold (yes, I know) I will continue to uphold my consistent effort of care and love towards you. It's not only about the gifts or the things we do or wish we could do together, it's the moments of our lives where we really are inclined to truly appreciate each other for what we do for one another, which I believe is ALOT. Karin, to top this off I just want to tell you that I will continue to love and allow it to unfurl and grow (sort of speak) into an endless story that we shall be so fortunate to share with each other (at least I believe so, yowzer! LOL).

    I LOVE YOU<3 forever & ever.

     

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

  • My First Post

    HEWWO TO ALL! I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND, KARIN LEE, WHO I HAVE BEEN ENGAGED IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH FOR ALMOST 10 MONTHS NOW!!! baby, you make my world full of wonders of dreams that have become reality and the utter satisfaction of knowing that out of the billions of people who inhabit this earth, there is always that one person who will make it that much more for you, thank you Karin. I love you so much and even though I may perhaps by somewhat younger than you, in retrospect, it's not the age that really "counts" but more so the happiness and feelings of wellbeing that is shared between our two hearts. I love you so much Karin Lee, what more can I say? I thank God for this opportunity of a lifetime...better not fuck it up...